bye bye to 2007!!

2day was the last day of the year 2007...many things happened this year..good n bad...shall do a recap...

In year 2007..i did...
-in my 19 years of life..i dyed my hair for the 1st time..ha..although i got abit regret..

-went OBS..1st time jump into the sea!..n also 1st time to Pulau Ubin..n sleeping at night on a sailing boat!!with those big winds n sea waves..n seasick for days..

-1st time organising music camp..had been going thro planning n meetng for 4 mths..luckily..is a successful 1..

-had a terrible quarrel with my mother..n was super hurt by wat she said..

-earn more friendship n also at the same time, lose some..but i will cherish those friends that i have now..n also thanks all for being my friend!

-went for more outings with NPS ppl, although always never more than 10 ppl..butwe have been to prawning..zoo.eat sushi.n watch movie..all very fun..more gatherings with classmates.1st time exchanging christmas presents with them..was quite fun!..kbox-ing with my dear sisters, movie sessions..all secretly..cause everytime lied to my mother that i went back to sch..ha..

-watched many dramas too...good n bad..but i super love coffee prince!!

actually also not much things done this year...my life is very simple though..

Hope that year 2008 is going to be a good 1..with all staying happily..

生命...

即使在這種惡劣的情況下，仍然堅信不移，我相信每個人心中都有一個圖，在那裡埋藏著許多潛能；只要我們去表現，去喚醒這些沈睡的能力，便有辦法克服任何困境。

許多人在面對疾病時，不是怨天尤人就是惶恐不安，其實他們的心理比身體更加脆弱。然而，身體的健康往往要依賴心理的堅強和樂觀，用意念戰勝病魔遠勝於無用的呻吟。

我和一位朋友傾談，他說雖然有兩份工作，而每月的收入卻非常低，但他已很高興了。我很奇怪他還可以那麼開心，因為他的收入微薄，要節衣縮食才可以供養他年邁的父母、岳父母，太太，兩個女兒，還有一般家庭的各項開支。

他解釋說，那是因為數年前他在印度目睹一件事件的啟發。當時他因為一次重大的挫折、心情低落，所以到印度散心。他說他親眼看到一個印度婦人，用刀將她的兒子的右手切下來。那婦人無助的眼神，以及四歲稚童痛苦的呻吟，至今仍令他心頭作痛難以釋懷。

你可能會問：為什麼那母親要這樣做？是否她的小孩太頑皮，或是他的手受到感染？都不是，原來只是為了行乞！那絕望的母親特意把孩子弄成傷殘，只是為了使他可以在街上行乞。

我的朋友嚇呆了，他把他吃到一半的麵包放下，隨即有五六個小孩湧至，爭食這片佈滿沙石的麵包，就如面對飢餓時的自然反應。

他對這情景很吃驚，他要導遊開車把他送到最近的麵包店，他去到其中兩家，把所有的麵包都買下來，麵包店的老闆很愕然，不過還是願意把所有都賣給他。他花了不足一百元，就買到約四百塊麵包(即每塊少於 25仙)，又用了一百元買一些日用品。

於是，他坐在一部載滿麵包的貨車往街上去，當他分發麵包和日用品給那些大部份是傷殘的兒童時，他們都報以歡喜和鞠躬，就是這樣，他在生命中第一次想到人們怎麼可以為一片價值不足25仙的麵包而那麼感動。

他開始對自己說，他是多麼的幸運：他有個完整的身軀，有一份工作，有個家庭，有機會抱怨食品的好與壞，有機會穿衣服，有機會擁有很多這些人沒有的東西。

現在，我開始想到和感受到：我的生命是否真的那麼差？也許吧？但想到這故事，我就覺得不是那麼慘。你呢？

或者下一次你覺得自己的生命很差的時候，
想想那個因為行乞失去了一隻手的小孩吧！
『滿足感』不是來自去滿足於你想要的，
而是能感受到：
你所擁有的，已是那麼足夠。

CHOMP-CHOMP!!

we had our class gathering at chomp-chomp!!

haha..our class gathering had me, er jie, jiaxin, daryl, dai seng, benjamin, lian kai n se hao..

It was my 1st time going chomp-chomp..n i never knew that it was a well-known hawker centre in singapore..

it was super far..cause we meeting at ang mo kio mrt station..n somemore need to take bus to there around 15 mins..

but the food was super nice!!we ordered many food..stingrays..sotong...kang kong...hokkien mee..oyster egg...chicken wings...carrot cake...satays...n sugar cane juice..so many...n all spent $92...so each is $11.50...so full...

since still got little time left..we went to play pool...n i received my christmas presents from er jie n jiaxin!!!

i never play the pool at all..cause my skills r too lousy....

it was a fun class gathering..although it doesn't look like 1 class at all..ha..

Sick-ening Christmas Eve..

I received 2 christmas present 2day..

-free movie ticket to watch "I am Legend"

-free drink at Starbucks..

was super sick 2day..stomachache n wan to vomit..but canot vomit..super idiot feeling..but still went to meet them for movie session at cine..took bus no. 174 to there..was quite fast than i expected..almost wan to vomit out in the bus again..think i got the same syndrome as my sis..

Was 1/2 hr late..hehe..but they won't mind de la..they were at Adidas shop buying a shirt for Se Hao..after that they went to eat LJS..i never eat anything..cause scared will really vomit..then Se Hao came..i was super emo at there..n they keep wan me to talk..when i don feel like to..

Ticket queue was super long..as there is still a long time to go..we went Paragon de Toys R Us..daryl bought 2 5 x 5 Rubik's cubes for lian kai n poh chong..i was like a moving display..followed wherever they go..then went to taka cause se hao need to buy present for his friend..n back to Paragon again..Starbucks was full with ppl so we went another Starbucks..

n i got a free treat from them..Java Chip Frappe?or something like that..was quite nice..daryl drank the Ice Passion Tea..n he added 2 cups of sugar solution!!n they keep try on the test after adding it..i was super quiet cause i can't get involved with wat they talked..

Went back to Cine to watch the movie..i can't even got time to go toilet..super urgent..n we sat at the side..the front 2nd row..really train our neck flexibility..i canot tahan anymore so i went to toilet 1/2 way of the show..was quite pai seh cause must walk very long up to toilet..

the movie was....err..not that nice as i expected...ws draggy n disgusting..n ending was..har??..by nvm..cause i watched the movie for free..

Went back home..was super dizzy..i think i had a fever now..

My free drink..

=(...

2day supposely can go out with da jie for meeting up n shopping..haiz..so suay..my sis was sick during last midnight..vomitted..n whole family woke up..don know why..my mother get so worried when she's sick..n when i am..she will just say don die at home..n she blamed me for buying "dirty" food for her to #$%^&**^%#$%^&..

So i never get any enough sleep at all..have to wake up early to take sis to see doctor..so she got food poisoning..same as me that day when i went vivo..but that time.i struggled myself from vivo back to home...i was alone at home..almost fainting n dying..n nobody at home knows that i am sick that day..unlike 2day...haiz..i really think that me n my sis have different position at home..she's treasure n i am like..a maid?...forget it..i also don wan those concern at all..

I was wondering..when will it be a day that i will come out from this kind of home?a so called "home" with no warmess at all..although i always have things that i wan..but it just lack of something..love?concern?freedom?i don know whether i really need all of them..but at least i wan freedom..i really don wish to stay at home everyday..n even though i can go out..i must lied to her that i going back sch for projects..sianz..

Can't bother anymore..just hope that day will come sooner or later..

tired....

2day was so tired!!
meet jx at 11.30 a.m at the bustop..but after waiting until 12p.m..still don see her..until she walked up to me..i think my phone is going to spoil soon..cause i never receive her msg that she sent me on 11++ until 12.25 p.m then i received it..haiz..jia lat..

Ate pepperlunch for lunch..then we start walking around Taka...look for directory..n to Wisma..n to Far East Plaza..n we are so tired that we decided to sit at LJS to rest..jx fall asleep..n i looked around at people doing nothing..we discussed abit on APM project..n was a big headache..so..we deceided..push all jobs to er jie!!!hahaha..

Went back home with really tired legs...

my new covered shoes!!

My father is so generous 2day..after dinner..we went in to the Converse shop n he asked whether i wan to buy shoes..was quite shocked at 1st cause he rarely will buy things for me..i choose this shoes..cause i think is very nice..usual price is $89.90..but now..offer price is $49.90..hohoho!!so happy..i finally got a new pair of covered shoes!!

咖啡王子1号店!!..

AHH!!!this is my lastest favourite korean drama..i have watched finish the whole drama within days!!super sweet n nice..is a romantic comedy..

SYNOSIS

As the head of a poor family, the lively and independent Eun-chan, Played by Yoon Eun-hye has worked at just about every job there is. She is hired to work at a coffee shop by Han-gyeol, Played by Gong Yoo who mistakes her for a male and asks her to pose as his boyfriend. A relationship begins between Han-gyeol, who pretends to act as a homosexual to scare off the blind dates arranged by his grandmother, and Eun-chan, who needs to hide her gender to make money.

At his grandmother’s request, Han-gyeol has taken charge of the failing Coffee Prince.

He re-opens the shop together with a few “princes” including Eun-chan and builds a partnership and friendship with them. In this process, Han-gyeol finds himself drawn to Eun-chan, and this “homosexual” attraction confuses him.

2day was the actual event..launching of clementi woods park..need to be there by 8.30a.m..but ds wake up at 8.30 a.m!!ha..late late..came to the park only at 9.45 a.m..ai yoh..

i just think we are doing useless things there..cause we are chatting all the way with Mr tan choi heng..n most guests did not walk up to our booths at all.only few of them..n i don wan to talk to them on the presentaion thing..but TCH keep push me say go n take photo..go n talk..ai yer..so pai seh...the whole event ends at 11++ a.m...so me, daryl, ds n en de went clementi hawker centre n eat..while eating...we keep talking about the ladies there snatching drinks business.keep force ppl to order soya bean drinks from them...ke po kias..ha..

Due to my useless phone...the camera was.....can't take a clear pic..but at least ccan see humans rite?ha..these are the Baracudas performing..i never take the pics when the dance group perform..cause..really not nice..ha..

These were the plants that i took after the event..FOC!!ha..these plants need more sunlight n less water..out of the 4 plants..only 3 plants will bloom..so hope that i can wait until the flower to bloom before it dies..n also..if 1 plant bloom..the 1st thing i going to do is to give JX!!ha..if i give her now..i also don think she got time to look after it..

so..let's pray hard that it will blooms!!!

holiday is so sianzzz...

i just realised that holidays to me is so boring until now...

2day suppose to reach clementi woods park at 4.45p.m...n i intend to take bus no.30 to reach there directly..but that daryl..cause he don know how to go..n said wan to go take the ABT site visit pics..n so i have to meet him at 3p.m at clementi..n worse..it rains heavily..n more worse is..the construction of pre-cast columns had already been done..zzzz..n i still have to follow him to find the shop selling games..when walked there.then realised the shop closed for long..zzz..

so went back to mac n sit..eat..while waiting for ds too..took bus no.175 to clementi woods er park..haiz..i should have not go at all..went there talk around 15 mins n is called rehearsal?....sianz..went back home after that...boring day...

last of all..to JIAXIN!!
U will be able to overcome the circumstance that is ahead of U..No matter wat happen...stay happy!
We will always be there for U!
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Warlords!!shuai ge!!andy lau!!

ooo...YEAH!!i finally get to watch the Warlords!!cause got my shuai ge!!Andy Lau!!Takeshi also not bad..ha...

the meeting for movie session was only decided last night at msn...daryl called me,se hao, lian kai, jx they all to watch..but er jie going JB..jx got CO prac..so only me n the 3 guys going..n se hao called me transformer..zzz..such a not nice name..daryl is ah siao n lian kai the drunkard..

meet at Cathay at 12.30p.m but i came at 1p.m..purposely late cause they never punctual..but only daryl n se hao turned up..cause lian kai fallen asleep on his chair..after chiong-ing at pub n reached home at 9a.m!!by the time he wake up...already 3p.m le!ha..went to buy chips at 7-Eleven n Polka Green Tea 1.5L..n all stuffed in my bag..daryl still bought the 9"Jumbo Hotdog meal..

we were talking all the way during the movie..discussing n laughing..giggling..i was so scared that ppl behind will scold us for being so noisy..movie was not bad..but was quite violent..cause they anyhow kill the ppl..u can see chopped hands n legs..dead bodies..stacking on 1 another..n i was super sad when my shuai ge died..haiz...se hao eventually almost finished the whole big packet of chips himself..ha..think he going to explode!

After that ..followed them to Paradiz Centre as they wan to eat at the foodcourt..n also to the arcade..i played a free ride of daytona..n i was giving up at 1st..cause the car keep reverse direction..but just as i get on to the technique to drive..i already lose to the other 2 guys..
they carried to play pool for 1/2 hr..they played 5 rounds..n result is se hao 4-daryl 1..i was laughing like siao when they played..cause the balls "refuse" to go into the hole..

finally can go home at 5.45p.m with daryl in the same train..reached house at 6.40p.m...n heard my mother nagging again..but luckily..she went out 15 mins later..ha..

Site Visit..

Class Photo..

the Whimsical!ha..

Before the site visit..we all meet at citylink to eat lunch at Asian Kitchen..we 3 girls waited the 3 guys for 1++hr..haiz..nowadays guys ar...had a very full lunch there..ate the "lover's meal" with er jie..ha..share fried rice n "Zha Jia Mian"..n "Guo Tie".."Xiao Long Bao"..we spent quite a lot for a lunch only..

Site visit was at Raffles Place..Ocean Towers..super scared of the lift..was fast when it took only sec to go up to 25th storey..but was super scary..we walked around the building...n even to the roof!!..super nice view..

Was very annoyed by Ag..asked so many Qs..n talking non-stop..

All went to town after that...so only me n ds taking train home..

LAST DAY!!!

FNALLY!!!LSM n RER papers ended my days of suffering...

Went to eat Mac breakfast early morning at KAP..initially i thought er jie knew that we going to eat cause i left her a msg at msn..but this morning i asked her she said don have..i talked to others for so long nothing happen only to her..haiz..

so end up i'm the only girl..n i;m the 1st 1 who reached even though i'm late..then lian kai came..n daryl...se hao..the way they eat hotcakes is disgusting..putting pepper on it somemore..eee..poh chong came after he took his REL paper..n he eat super fast..he even dipped hashbrown into curry sauce..

went back for LSM paper..wa..was super difficult..maybe we really never pay attention at all..was hard finding the ans..

went canteen 1 with jx, er jie,ds n ben..i only ate red bean soup..n it was super not nice..
went library to study..but actually we talked craps more than studying..n we end up talking n talking until the time reached 2++p.m..

RER paper starts..was super annoyed by that Ag..keep ask lecturer Q n made irritating noise..n even said wat miss home so must faster hand in the paper..was super pissed off by him..oo...the paper was super jia lat..section A is ok..but i really talk craps on section B..hope i can pass ba..

FREEDOM!!i finally get to sleep well n watch my favourite tv shows..but still have to chiong projects..haiz...

3rd day of test...

APM..the "common sense' paper..

wrote alot of things..but don know whether related ma...haiz...

1 more day..n my holiday starts!!

2nd day of test..

ABT...haiz..the most headache paper..

paper starts at 3p.m but we going sch at 12p.m to eat n study..eventually main motive is to eat la..
on the way to sch in bus..jx was drawing the foundation thing..n i was looking around..just then a very cute auntie sitting in front of us.. purposely took out those old photos n see..but her eyes not seeing..she tend to look around to see if any1 notice her..she even approach to talk to few girls n start to talk about her stories..those victory..me n jx were eavedropping n laughing behind her ..sounds quite bad..

Went to canteen 2 to eat lunch with jx, er jie, lian kai n se hao..after a full lunch..we started out ABT revision..n time goes fast..paper going to start..

paper was...ok only ba..at least those i studied came out..just that few Q i don know how to study..

2 more days...to my freedom..

1st day of test..

PYM..although is open book..i still had not much confidence..hope everything will be alright..

pray hard..

hair..hair..

Believe it or not..i went to colour my hair!!
u must be thinking that i am too free..n somemore common tests r coming..but i really went to colour my hair..
Eventually..i just wan to cut my hair..but since my mother also need to colour her hair..n i need to wait for her..so i decided to try too..after 19 yrs of having black hair..my colour now changes to copper brown?initially i wanted dark hazel n red..but outcome is not as wat i expected..

but..overall still ok ba..just that i stil not used to the new colour..tml is the start of common tests..n i now still watching tv..

haiz..wish me good luck..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
TAN JIAXIN!!

The present that i bought yesterday for JX was "Got Blood Got Sweat!"..haha..i was risking my life leh..haha..

Was hurriedly decorating this paper bag outside Cheers with er jie..thus, we r late for PYM tutorial..

We only gave the present n this small cake to JX after PYM lecture..

Went to watch Enchanted with da jie, er jie n da jie's friend..hamizah.after our APM lecture..movie was very romantic n sweet!!

Understanding Relationship..

2day IS was....suppose to start at 8a.m..we were late by 10mins..but only saw lecturer's laptop..n few classmates..so we sitted at the very back..n jx went to sleep le..the class was quite noisy..there r 2 distinct who making noise..talked quite loudly..unexpectedly..lecturer only appeared at 9.30 a.m..which means jx slept for1 1/2 hr!

started up with some intro games..quite nice games to kee pus awake..

was switching classroom to watch a video..a very nice BBC documentary..about the survey on men and women..realised that men had many bad points..we had to switch classroom again as other class need to use it..

wrote a 250 word essay on the difference of men and women in relationship..n we went off..
went to vivo n meet da jie to buy stuffs.ate LJS ..i already got prediction that i will not feel well eating it...cause some parts are not cooked yet..n the ice milo was so diluted...

on the way home..i was taking bus no. 30..1/2 way..was really feeling not well..i got no plastic bag..but the stuff's plastic bag..so i vomitted inside..was so scared that i will faint outside..but luckily..i am able to endure and went home safely..

HERO!

2day had only 2hr of APM lecture n after that..we have 4 hrs break!so me, er jie n jx went to cine n watch HERO..surprisely..ds followed us along..took cab to there..bought tickets n while waiting for jx's 2 friends to come..we went to buy snacks..n ds bought the Jumbo Hotdog meal..$7!!

waited for jx's freinds to come n we went iu the theatre..the movie was long..but was nice!me n er jie shared the snack..which cost $3.20..n only 4 pieces..so we eat very very slow..bits by bits..went to eat Pastamania..don know why..i ordered the same chicken bolognese as er jie..but my portion was obviously bigger tha hers..but i still managed to finish it..leaving a big portion of gravy..took cab back to sch...

ABT practical..we finally finished doing the exterior wall of our model..during the lesson..saw an annoying "giant" keep making disturbing noise..when se hao imitate his laughing sound..he even said se hao is scary..me n amanda were like giving the same expression..n we laughed..just don understand why is he making himself annoying??is it that he wanted to catch attention?or basically he wanted to show off something..strange person..weirdo..

What do may name means?

C is for Charismatic

L is for Likeable

A is for Astounding

R is for Responsible

I is for Irresistible

C is for Cheerful

A is for Alluring

LOO

K is for Kind

A is for Articulate

R is for Rich

S is for Strong

W is for Whimsical

E is for Earthy

E is for Excellent

D is for Dizzy

LOO

J is for Jolly

I is for Impressive

A is for Adventurous

X is for X-Rated

U is for Unreal

E is for Earnest

sharp n flat..

2day prac was SCARY!!!
reach clubhouse at 11++a.m.. suppose to eat lunch with zhen qi, da jie n er jie..but hor..da n er jie were late for soooo long!!suppose to say will reach 11++ to 12 p.m..then msg say will reach at 12.30 p.m ..but worse..they came for prac at 1.30 p.m!!zhen qi have to buy her lucnh n eat upstair..n me..was already hungry until full le..

prac was really scary 2day..only 8 ppl in total..all girls..n we r to play the finger exercise 1 by 1..i'm the 1st 1..got takan like siao..more worse is when playing the scales 1 by 1 also.."too sharp!".."too flat"..he keep repeat all these throughout the prac..

prac ended at 3++p.m..they happily playing with flute n others..while me n da jie feel so much like extra there..so we went to go celo prac room..i learn to play the cello Kanon 8 notes le!!haha..then went home 1st..

how how!!haven start study yet..die die..haiz..