finally posted..

These are the neo-prints that we took 2week before..when we are having our Sisters

gathering at cine..to watch Game Plan..waited for xiao mei to scan for long..now..i got the neo-prints back n i scan myself..faster..

Image-less!!ha..

2day PYM tutorial was crappy..Mr Tan ask us to form group to do assignment..so daryl n se hao asked him if can 6 ppl in a gp..then i said they wan 6P!!haha..Mr Tan can't believe i said out this la..haha..
n he mentioned it again in lecture..i didn't listen to wat he said..is amanda n daryl that told me that Mr Tan mentioned to the WHOLE LT that i knew wat is 6P!!oh no..no image le..haha!!my PYM project mates r as usual..the GRC members..n additional CEO ben n HR manager DS..

went to Canteen 4 for lunch..DS don let me play Lian Kai's PSP sia..i waited until sleep liao lor..n by the time i wake up..moody sia..worse than never sleep..was almost falling asleep in APM lecture..but luckily..i can still pay attention..

Went to do ABT model measurement ..take arcylic..suppose to do at BE-axis..but the cleaner auntie need to off air-con after mopping the floor..so we shift location to clubhouse..n we r 5 mins earlier before shower rain starts!

I stared blankly at the vanguard for long time before i give up..me n er jie end up went down Canteen 1 to buy food..i ate my favourite dessert!!red bean soup!!finally waited until 4.30p.m..n my "SAVER" came!!COLIN!!haha..i really never regret going OBS..cause i get to know such a helpful friend..hehe..

He was so PRO sia!!me n er jie the eyes wan to roll out liao lor!!he even draw out the model measurement in autoCad..n u must see the speed that he changes parts for the drawing..super fast!!ai yoh.."Bian Tai"!but also cause of him..i realise there is still hope for our model..finally..now i only need to download the autoCad software again n open his file..relieved!!

haha..a BIG THANK Q to my SAVER!!..must treat him meal to repay his effort to help us..

went to SDAR after that..was all the way crapping with edward..lame uncle..he even said we too suay..cause er jie once used the photocopy machine..paper jam..ai yoh..is he lazy to photocopy for us lor..he still called us auntie..then he "ah Peh"!haha..old uncle lazy to exercise walk around..but was very fun crapping with him..ha..jia lat..fun crapping with an uncle..

model..model..model!!

i need tonic to brighten my eyes!!arGH!!drawing lines is not easy..drawing many straight lines n windows r even more tiring..my eyes r so dry n back bone is bending until so pain...stupid ABT model!!

meet up with daryl n se hao to do the model measurement in BE-Axis..i was drawing fast.but i eventually found out mistakes after i finished drawing!!almost wan to tear the vanguard sia!!start at 12++p.m n we draw until 3++p.m..was so tiring cause put too much focus..

Went to clubhouse to slack abit n also wait for xiao mei to come n go support da jie 2gether..luckily never wait for him..iris bought us souvenirs from Korea!!Thanks to her..even thought of us when she was in holiday!!n i tried the black sesame sweet that she bought there!!nice nice!!

Nice Key Chain!!

Cas n Iris acc me to go da jie's booth..she's selling accessories..really ex la..but still support her by buying these 2 necklaces..PIANG!!heart broken!!ha..

$5 Necklace

$10 Necklace

Xiao mei was super late..called at 4++p.m n he was still in outram park..i even lied to him that we can buy for him 1st..cheapest is $20!!ha..n he said he will buy...in 20 HK dollar.. but by the time he came, booth closed liao lor!

Join dinner with Iris, Cas n "Chen Lei" at Canteen 1..was all the way suaning "Chen Lei"..haha..so fun..Iris suppose to have her last violin teaching lesson with the guys..but..lionel n gaynes last min PS her..n only "Chen Lei" coming for her lesson..so she decided to cancel it..so poor thing..

Was so lazy to climb the bridge so take same bus with Iris..i really don know that Bus no.52 can reach Shell station..was suspicious when Iris said can take..haha..but it really can!!ha..

I really regret taking Bus no. 157..it was sooooo super slow..took the bus at 6.15p.m but reach bus interchange at 7p.m!!i even need to buy dinner for my sis at JP..reach home at 7.30p.m!!i was predicting that my mother will nag again..but she didn't..cause she was in a hurry to go out!!Pewh!!luckily!!

Oh Dear!!common tests r coming!!n i haven started studying!!jia lat!!worse is i didn't pay attention in lectures at all since sch opens..haiz..alert!!

Busy Busy!!

2day was busy sia!!

went to the construction site at clementi--Clementi Town Sec Sch..for our ABT project..we need to wear helmet to go in..n the project manager wanted us to wear boots to go inside the site..wearing boots is so uncomfortable..this is my 1st time seeing pre-cast columns..was walking around seeing the columns..n back to office to get more info..we r lucky that we always met those friendly construction site staffs..1st time was when we doing the BTC project..

Still had to go to the opposite blk to take pics of how they install the columns...we were so tired that we sit along the staircase..n taking photos..jx even "pei he" daryl doing those lame star jumps..was wasting 1/2 hr sitting there..cause they never install another column..jx went home le..lazy bum..i was really hungry..so went to Mac to buy meal..on the way..don know why me, er jie n daryl r so childish that we r competing who walking fast 1st..n in the end..i end up running sia..

Acc er jie go SDAR..i eventually finished my meal at there..in ABT lecture..i was not listening at all..cause was playing lian kai's PSP.car race n Loco Ruco..correct speling ma??n er jie also..she playing Seok Cheng's PSP..car race also..ha..n dai seng was playing the 3*3 cubes..don know wat that called..he had been playing it since morning sia..

On the way the bustop..me n seok cheng was like going mad..shout each other names..n even "Dai Sing"!haha..n hitting each other..she even pulled me down from the bridge staircase sia..dangerous..i was screaming like hell!!..

Fun n Tired..

2day finally is the end of our IS for History of Rock n Roll!!2day's videos was alright..better than last week..but was done not too well for the quiz..cause i was not paying attention during the video playing..n is all open-ended Q!arGh!..

Acc er jie to go eat KFC at clementi..took Bus no. 7 to Orchard..was so worried that i will miss the stop i need to alight..so i dare not sleep at all..finally safely reached by 1p.m..meet da jie n xiao mei to cine eat LJS..the new spicy chicken meal was not bad..was asking the lame jokes n da jie react so slooow lor!!ai yoh..old liao la..

Went to buy tickets..n while waiting er jie to come, we went to arcade to play the table hockey..xiao mei was so fast..me n da jie canot react well n already lose..7-12.pathetic..

Game Plan was a very very nice n sweet movie!!i never knew that the Rock can be a funny guy..was laughing so loudly n was clapping my hands!!haha..uncontrollable.i really find my actions was totally an auntie..haiz...but then after that mood swing cause got sad parts..when his daughter leaves..i cried sia..the tears just drop like dripping water...we even heard 1 of them sitting behind us was sobbing loudly...but luckily is happy ending..

i was so eager to take neo-prints..we went to take a machine that has 30% offer..so is $7..got wind blowing in front...but not nice 1..the drawing part was also rushing n messy..so the design that we had was quite simple...

Went to Taka Art Friend to meet daryl n lian kai to buy ABT materials..but the board was so ex la..so we only bought plastic sheets for the windows..n lian kai helped us pay..cause i got no more $$ in my wallet..went to eat mac..i only left with $1.50..so da jie n er jie helped me to pay 1st..the funny thing is that there are few japanese students sitting beside us..they wanted me to help them take photo with a malay guy!haha..cute sia..the guys are so disgusting..went to mix milo, barbeque sauce, coke 2gether..n they took a sip of it..n asked whether we wan to play a game with them..if lose..will have to drink it..i don wan!so disgusting..

The most funny part happened..we r searching for the bustop..n we walk around..up n down..then i realised that we just have to take escalator up from mac..haiz..Bus no.171 was super slow..took almost ah hour to reach KAP..was playing the song guessing game with da jie..haha..very fun..next time must play again..

We met "Gu Tian Le" in clubhouse!!haha..er jie n me thought da jie knew him..cause he was saying hello to her..but his name is "Tian Le"..surname is "Wen'.haha..da jie thought he was a freshie when he was actually a alumni!haha..so we also play around when he asked for our names..me is"Liu Jia Ling" ...da jie is "Zheng Xiu Wen"...er jie is "Lin Jia Xin"..haha..full of craps..were practising Kanon..n ah hui came to join us..he became "Chen Lei"!haha..

Went home 1st without da n er jie at around 9++p.m..ah hui said wan to acc me for the short journey to the gate..was so funny..i played the Chen Lei song that da jie send me to let ah hui hear..n he really do the actions out n sing the song..haha..

Was so happy the whole day until i reached home..there she nagging again..sianz..

mahjong!!!

2day was fun!!!
we had a enjoyable time during our 3 hr break..went to alumni clubhouse to eat the buffet..at only $6.40..we r quite full with the 1st round le..but we still took some curry puffs, kuehs, fruits n ice kacang..i love the kueh!!so nice...n our ice kacang is so pathetic..less than a bowl..cause machine was spoiled after we tried to use it..r we the 1 spoiling it?oOOps..

Was talking n relaxing when my yang said we can actually book the card room to play mahjong!!My very 1st time playing!!in sch somemore!!we used 2 tables..on 1 table are PRO mahjong-ers..haha..there are jx, ds, benjamin n pc..on another table..got gong gong ppl..there was me..n hy, daryl n se hao..we never pay with $$..luckily..if not i will go broke..

Was really very fun playing it..n the 2 guys r so disgusting..touching hands when "washing" the tiles..so me n hy even laughed said we should also do that..haha...but sadly, me n se hao never win any round at all..daryl win the most..followed by hy...i was going "siao" when picking n throwing tiles..as ds n jx were trying to help me..but i at least learn a little..still got more to learn!!

On next fri onwards, our LSM tutorial will shift to 8 a.m !!oh no..but we will end at 12 p.m!!haha..don know whether we still got the chance to go clubhouse eat n play mahjong!!jia lat..i started to get addicted to it le!!

MOVIE!!

2day's the OIAP interview!!wooow..was so scared these few days cause of this..even more scared when was walking the pathway to the meeting room for interview..
3 interviewers n me..was answering their questions quite well until some parts when i said without thinking..

i really realised that any outing i planned will always not more than 10 ppl..sianz...but still very
fun!!
2day have me, da jie, xiao mei, xiao mei mei, iris, lionel, cas, annabel n samson ..that er jie la..never go..if not 10 ppl liao lor..

Went to Tiong Bahru by mrt...was crapping in the train...went to buy tickets 1st before eating at KFC..lionel met a funny thing..he was paying the cashier the straw he was holding instead of $$!!haha..n that xiao mei mei..too hyper le..spilled his pepsi n there goes his drink!!he even blur until don know that KFC got student meal!!ai yoh.

Beowulf was a nice movie..with some disgusting scenes..n scary parts too..i used my jacket to cover my mouth to prevent me from screaming...haha..xiao mei mei n me even got shocked by a scene..n xiao mei was covering his face..haha..but we r still figuring out whether the casts r real ppl or computer graphics..cause they look really real!!

Went to take neo-prints!!iris n me were super high!!iris is so pro in neo-prints also..9 ppl squeezing to take shots is not a easy task..sometimes some faces canot be seen..or canot change position..so funny!!me n iris take charge of decorating..actually also canot decorate much...cause too many heads..nice nice pics!!

Suppose to take cab home..but in order to save $$..i took train home..with cas, iris, lionel, xiao mei mei, annabel, samson..

back to home at 10.15p.m...hear her nag again..nvm..cause i had enjoyed my day..

i really got many thoughts this weekend..mostly unhappy 1s...

until now, althought i have mishaps at home, i'm still considered lucky that i still have friends who really care about me..if not them, i think i really not in this world anymore...i might not be able to endure the pain i suffered..

Special thanks to:

er jie-1st 1 to know wat happened to me ytd night..was complaining to her in the late night..n thanks for ur "jia you"..

daryl-2nd person whom i complained to..wat he said is positive.stand n look at her angle...but i don feel like listen much..

niao ge ge-the 1st 1 who consoled me 2day..although not much help..but still appreciate his effort..

hui ge-the 1 who has similar fate as me..but think i more worse than him..

da jie-the 1st 1 that gives me encouragement on my tagboard..supposed to stop crying le..but after seeing that..i cry until more worse..

jiaxin-she also has bad relationship with her mother..so i always use that to remind myself..i'm not the only 1 unfortunate..haiz..

i guess i can only back to be a happy girl when i'm in sch..so please don complain if i act crazy n keep laughing at small things..cause that is the only time i can laugh out loud..truthfully..

so friends..the only thing that u can help me now..is not console..cause i will cry further..i only wan to laugh..so make me laugh when see me k??

finally..volcano exploded..but not mine..is hers...i did nothing..i just wake up late..
she finally use her trick on me..

she said-never use the things that she bought..including my phone..thus..she confiscated my phone..n now on...i have no phone to use anymore.n my mp3...bless me!!i will have to survive well without any electronic gadget again..i can..if she really wan to do until so extreme..i just let it be..

she said-regretted to born me to this world...she rather don wan me to be her daughter..fine..i also don think i suitable to be her daughter..my sis can do the job well..19 yrs..have i not done enough??am i her daughter??have she ever care for me?understand my feelings n situation?no..she never..so watever i did at home is useless..nothing but useless..

she said-my hands will be paralyzed if i steal her money..i where got the guts to steal her money?she almost counted her money 3-4 times per day...i not pro..i can't be stealing her money...just cause my wallet has extra money then say is hers..i steal..since u don trust me..i don think i will trust u again..

she said-i can leave the house if i wan..why should i leave?this house is not hers also..my father haven't kick me out yet..so i will NEVER !!if i really wan to leave..i will leave without her telling me..i will...

she said-i should go die..cause i'm useless to her..yes..i WILL!if i really go crazy..i will rush out of house n jump down from 9th floor..i WILL!!n i DARE!!but why should i lost my life cause of her??she don deserve to take away my life away..if 1 day she drives me to insane..i will really do silly things..

she said-i will confirm going to be a nun for my entire life.cause confirm nobody wans me..where got this kind of person tease their own daughter like this??even though i don have any1 that like me..i doesn't have to be a nun..i can still live on my own..not like her..will she be really happy if i really can't get married??nvm..

she said-she look down on me..cause she never think that i'm clever..she's not proud of me at all..so wat for i study so hard?wat for if i get book prize?she confirm that i will not succeed in future..cause i'm just useless..for now..i will study more harder..but not cause of her..is for myself..i don care if she looks down on me..

she said-i should go be a hooker...cause that's the fastest way in earning money..no need to study also..i got nothing to say..this kind of mother..

she...slapped me..k...when was the last time she did it?can't remember..but should be recently...i will keep all these into my brain..i will not forget it in my entire life.NEVER!...i never cry infront of her..i don wan to get teased by her saying that i'm weak..i was crying..in my heart..i'm controlling..not to let my tears drop..not to let her see how weak am i..

don try to console me by saying try to stand on her angle or position..yes.. i might not understand her..but does she ever stand on mine to look at me??she will..only to my sis..i not jealous..i just find it unfair...why should i be the 1 suffering while she enjoys her life?everything she wans can get within days..mine??forget it..i don wan all theses from her also..i will earn it myself..

But now...i was crying when i typing this post out..i don know wat can i do..i am really tired..tired of living le...if this carry on...i really don know when i can cope...wat else can i do???i don know..

why is life so tough for me?i really don know how to cope..i wan to let go..i really wan...

i know hating ppl is a tiring thing..but i really hate her..nothing but hate..

可悲的雪鸟...i'm really 可悲..

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right now, i HATE her!i really did...in fact, i don wish to have this kind of person to appear in my life..!ARGH!!

Her mouth canot be stopped for once..i was so happy that she was not around at home..i really had a peaceful ear..once she came back...i really feel like leaving home..away from this "jail"..away from this so-called "HOME" to me..

i hate to have curfew at home..when i was 16yrs old, say will let me have freedom only at 18yrs old..when now i 19yrs old, say i have to wait till i 21yrs old..!rubbish..by that time i already go out n work le lor!!i hate my life..i wan FREEDOM!!!i wan to go out with friends..i don wan to lie saying i got prac or do project everytime i go out with them..i wan normal life..NORMAL!!!

Why is it that a person can born to nag so much?she can naggggg non stop for don know how long..really feel like zipping her mouth..or simply sew it..

Never do house chores, nag...use laptop, nag....come home late,nag....go cca, nag...when my wallet have extra $$ then blame me steal her $$!!!i just claim back the $$ that i spent for npstrings lor!.I HAD ENOUGH OF IT!!she better don test my patience..i might explode anytime!!

To her, i only have hatred..nothing but hate..i don know why..i just hate her..she must be under menopause..if not..a normal person will not be able to nag n nag n nag n nag for soooooo long..

She is so serious sick as compared to last time..that time i can still talk well with her..now..NO WAY!!!

WHEN CAN I LIVE A HAPPY LIFE????

"EXCITING" day..

2day IS was sian again..watched 2 videos...1 have some sexual content somemore..eeeeee..fall asleep during 1/2 way..wake up n watch again..

1st time went to Botanic Garden 2day...was sitting at the back of the bus...was suppose to take a nap..but i was laughing to myself...cause my head keep moving away from the seat..due to the jerking of the bus..even hui yun got influenced by me ...was laughing for so long..

Was all the way writing plants' names n taking down notes...everything went so smoothly until the bus ride back..i did not turn my water bottle well..so, there was a flood in my bag..causing my MP3 n handphone to also 'kana' water liao..the worse part is i can't even on my mp3...

Taking bus home, my phone rang..but it was the Nokia tone..not the song i put as ringtone for long..was so panicked again..faster open up hp casing..that er jie ar..suppose to help me take out the memory card..but.."treww"..my card fly off.haha...luckily can find back..

Thanks to JX, she bring home my mp3 to help me hair-dryed it..but was quite not successful..no sound at all..at least the screen appeared back..just as i was disappointed, i on again..there is sound!!just that 1 buton not working..at least i won't get much scolding..

None of my family members knew that my mp3 was spoil..cause i immediately charge my mp3 into my laptop once i reach home..haha!!

Now, my Mp3 is back to normal!!hahaha..

2day considered a "suay' day for me..really ..