Aaaaaa!!

I'm so excited!!
TML is OBS!!!oh dear..i'm not only excited but also nervous..cause i don know wat will happen to me when we r in Pulau Ubin..i never went to pulau ubin before n i only know that there r many trees n durians!!jia lat..

2day have spent much of my time packing..my bag was....HEAVY N STUFFY!!i managed to stuff all my clothings inside but it was really really very full..

i only wish that we can shower n have better food there..haiz..n i going to have sun burn!!i have spent a long time for my skin to go a paler colour than before..n avoid sun for many times..but now..i will be under the sun for 5 days..must really put many sunblock....

Have to wake up early tml..cause need to meet er jie n xiao mei at punggol mrt..i had never went to punggol before..so scared that i will get lost..haha!!like very stupid..worse is i canot bring handphone!!how can i contact them when i don't see them!!i so afraid..

Maybe due to late sleeping time, my throat is getting pain..wish is not sore throat..especially not this time...

Wish i'm well by tml i wake up..n hope everything will be smooth n fine..hopefully...

wish me good luck!!will be back 5 days later...............

back to school AGAIN!!

it's not that i like school so much..but i really got to go back school to do things..although exams over, i from now onwards have to plan for the NPStrings music camp...

Was in school at around 2p.m...find aini to get part of the camp fund..i never carry so much $$ before in my life!!was so scared will get robbed sia..meet da jie in library n while waiting for er jie, we went to play the UNO Stacker in the Boardgame Corner....was winning by 4:2...er jie join us to play at around 3p.m++..n we carried on playing..but i was losing all the way cause when i threw the dice n it came out to be"draw two", i tend to draw two at a time..n i will keep laughing which i don know why..n the whole thing drop..zzz..i lose at the end..

Went to atrium to get the shoes that we asked Na Na to make.. the overall layout was changed by me a little..

I really like the cow very much that i wan it to replace the piano keys.

Was supposed to meet wei sheng to take the t-shirt making contract..but after i waited so long, the answer that i got was "forgot to bring!"..sianz..

Went to SDAR then to solve the camp problems n waited for quite a long time..finally settled everything before 5p.m...

3 more days for me to go OBS..was excited n afraid too..will we get to shower?i hope so..

HOLIDAYS!!

I FINALLY FINISHED MY EXAMS 2DAY!!!hahahahaha..2day is the last paper, REL..luckily the paper was not as difficult as i thought it will be..can pass..can pass..

i'm so happy..can't stop myself from laughing..was hoping for this day very, very, very, very long......

i wan to spend my holidays to the FULLEST!!!OBS, KBOX, Movies, neo-prints, tv-ings, music camp, family concert!!!hahaha..oh...but that means i will be broke by the time before we starts sch..I DON CARE!!!

going to plan my holiday schedule now...who wan to watch movies n kbox???call me!!haha..

but i have to plan for my music camp 1st..seems like still got few things left to do..oh ya..mass dance!!oh dear..i must ensure that none of the NPStrings members will scold me after the camp..so i must really plan well enough to let them enjoy..if not my life in NPstrings wil be miserable from that day onwards..

HOLIDAYS!!!

Must Hear!!

A very nice n touching song that i heard from watching a taiwan show...the singer is blind..but not from the day he born..is because played too much computer games when he's young..n his eyesight was worsen days by days while facing the computer..but he was a very positive person as he think that he is haapy enough to be able to see from the day he born until the day he was blind..haiz..so sad la..the song also very moody..but really very nice...must go n hear..

--你是我的眼--
如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中
牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的
我喜欢的我爱的都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前
就在我眼前
就在我眼前
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘忘了掀开
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前
就在我眼前...

HAIZ..

my 1st paper gone case liao...PVL!!!

Before the papers starts, i was telling myself that always look at the good side..n everything will going to be alright after i have done so much of effort for the past few days..but i realised i'm wrong..

why the paper so difficult??the moment i read the Qs, my 1st expression:"!DIE LIAO!!"...haiz..jia lat...so our effort in studying for the last few days are wasted..why the Qs 2day is so different from SO MANY past year papers we done?
i could only rememberd that for the whole paper, i was writing rubbish..but i have done with my best effort...i just hope that i can pass with at least a C grade ..PLEASE!.that's all for my wish..

Now, my confidence was as low as i canot find..still got another paper..REL!!does putting hours in studying really helps?..i don't know..this doesn't sound true to me...but still have to do my best for the next n last paper..

pray hard.......

PVL, PVL n PVL!!

Everday PVL...i going mad liao!!

Mon:Went back to sch at 12 p.m to do past year papers with hui yun n jiaxin..started at 1p.m n we used more than 45 mins to do a Q!!oh dear..we only got 1/2 hr to each 1 Q in exam..jia lat..our determination only lasted for 2hr++ n we r tired to do further..back at home safe n sound at 5p.m...


Tues:Went to Pioneer Mall Mac to study PVL again with jiaxin only..canot see her even though she's there sitting waiting for me..haiz..bad eyesight..again, determination only lasted fro 2 hr ++ n we stopped doing..chit-chat n back home before 5p.m ...


Wed:PVL AGAIN!!but this time, i think more hardworking..that hui yun made me waited at bustop for 1/2 hr!!i waited until wan to sleep liao la!!End up our appointment with Mrs Tan was late..we asked really many Qs during that 1 1/2 hr..somehow understood after she explained..went to eat lunch at Canteen 1 with Da Jie n Iris also..had my favourite "No. 5"!went to study in music room with hui yun ..we really got good determination 2day..done 2 Qs within 1hr n we took a break..continued to do few more Qs until 4.30 p.m when i really wan to sleep n i stopped..hui yun still continue until 5p.m..

Thurs:sianz..PVL!!!went to Pioneer Mall Mac again to do PVL studies with jiaxin..i didn't do much more Qs but only study for the theory parts..i really have lost my interest in doing PVL Qs..studied until 4.30 p.m .. n i told myself to stop..

TML IS THE EXAM!!


i really wish our efforts in doing all these will not be lost..hope all of us will get good result for PVL!!

FINALLY!!

I have finished watching the 20 episodes of korean drama "Lovers" within a week!!or should say within few days!!

The ending part was quite a sad one..the good ones either went to jail or get killed by the idiots..don know why every drama must include 1 or 2 bad ones..idiots la..killing innocent ones..was so angry to certain parts n really feel like beating the idiot up!!ridiculous!!

but the lovers finally get together..if i'm not wrong for the ending part..cause they didn't show clearly whether they are 2gether ..just both of them kissing all the way..so i assume they r 2gether..

My study week is going to start tml n exams r on the way..STRESS!!pimples all "pop" out on my face..they r too eager to come out..everytime during exam period they will come out to scare me..haiz..but actually, i'm not that stressed la..cause still haven't started to study coming friday exam..maybe i'm too relaxed..in order to get good result,

STUDY HARD!!

PVL revision n TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE..

2day went to sch just for PVL revision..considered myself as hard-working..ba..only come for 2hrs..

but the only thing i don like is that "fish monger"..really hate him..always talk n talk..n sometimes..talk rubbish..when the lecturer asked whether we got any queries on any chapters, he said "tax assesment"..he said he don understand the whole chapter..but when lecturer asked us Q, he kept answering..idiot..know u clever..no need to express it like that..horrible..

The lecturer taught us on various Q that we don know how to answer very briefly n detailed..considered as a meaningful 2 hr revision..but there are more for me to study..

WORK HARD!!!

Met a disastrous thing ever in the evening..

i must have forgotten to log out from my Friendster account when I used the computer in sch library…someone “helped” me to write a disgusting comment under another person’s testimonial..wat “I’m interested in u..i like ur innocence…”
wan to vomit la..when will I ever say these kind of things?.n I’m not that desperate lor..idiot...somemore, that person is jiaxin’s friend.IDIOT...

Really wan to catch that culprit out!!but something very suspicious..why got so many people..that culprit choose to write under his comments n testimonials? That culprit must know that person rite? .idiot..idiot.... !@*&$!@#$%^&*!@#$%^

But I also got fault..cause lazy to log out..this teached me a lesson.. I’m going to be more cautious from now..changed username n password..just in case someone “help” me to “propose” again!!but still don know that person still got write on other people anot..i must check 1 by 1..Argh!!

Got nightmare 2night!!haha..

This is a nice Korean Drama!!

I have watched this new korean drama, "Lovers" since morning until now...a very nice drama that i had ever watched..it does not only consists of romantic but also action storyline too..a very exciting n touching story..still got less than 5 episodes left for me to catch..must watch finish before i start study for my exam...

2 towel elephants..cute rite?

They became a real "Lovers" after shooting this drama...

HOLIDAY!!

Such a free day 2day...watch tv again!!

After finished the PJM test yesterday, i really think that my exams are all over!!haha..so happy..but the truth is not..still got 2 more exams to go..but nevermind la..cause still got long time to study..

The most important thing now is to watch my korean drama!!

Still have to go school tml for PVl revision..
will start working hard from next week onwards......definitely not now!!

old photos..

Got nothing to do at home..thus, went to scan old photos n put them here..eventually, i only get to find these few..the rest..forgot where i put..

i really cannot concentrate in studyin for PJM..always fall asleep instead..

WAKE UP!!!

WHO GOT THIS SONG???

Enrique Iglesias Do You Know (Ping Pong Song) Lyrics

DO YOU KNOW
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know
what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed.
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone
that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
w can I love you. . . .
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you Know?)Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me.
(Do you know?)But after this episode I don’t see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone
that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know,
Do you know,
Do you know,
Do you know?Do you know what it feels loving someone
thats in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone
thats in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what It feels like to be the last one
to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know,Do you know, Do you know, Do ya? . . . .
Send me if u have this song...

ArGGH..

I hate myself from being a busybody..but am i?

Why should i be the 1 suffering n neglect my sleep just to do this stupid thing!!I still need to study for my PJM test on wed!!!time is really out for me..headache..dizzy..faint..

That might be the consequence of being a lead..u always do the most work...

I really hate this thing to happen...idiot me.....
not blaming anyone but myself..n that KLC..argh..idiot..he better pray hard that i get good marks for PJM..if not i going to curse him...

Going mad after today...

一封父親給女兒的遺書..

給可愛的女兒：

爸爸和妳玩了好多次躲迷藏，每次都一下子就被妳找出來。

不過這一次，爸爸決定躲好久好久。妳先不要找，等妳十四歲（還要吃完十次蛋糕）的時候，

再問媽咪，爸爸躲在哪裡，好不好？

爸爸要躲這麼久，妳一定會想念爸爸，對不對？

不過，爸爸不能隨便跑出來，不然就輸了。

如果還是很想爸爸，爸爸就變魔法出現。

因為是魔法，不是真的出現，所以不犯規，爸爸不算輸。

爸爸的魔法是：趁妳睡覺的時候，跑到妳夢裡大玩遊戲；

在妳畫圖畫爸爸的時候，不管好不好看，妳覺得是爸爸，就是爸爸；

當妳拿爸爸的照片看時，爸爸也在偷偷的看妳……。

要記得，爸爸一直都陪著妳！妳已經是四歲的大姊姊了。

爸爸要拜託妳一件事，要妳照顧和孝順爺爺、奶奶和媽咪，看妳是不是比爸爸以前做得好？

有多好，媽咪會告訴你的。爸爸猜想，我們這一次玩躲迷藏要玩這麼久，

爺爺、奶奶、媽咪有時候看不到爸爸，? 一定會偷哭。

偷哭就是犯規、就是失敗。他們偷哭，妳就要逗他們笑，

不然遊戲輸了以後，他們一定會哭得更厲害了。好不好，寶貝？

我們是同一國的，來比賽看妳厲害，還是爸爸？

準備好了嗎，比賽就要開始了.........

ECT TEST OVER!!

hahahahaha..finally!!
finished this stupid paper n can throw away watever things related ECT out of my mind!!!watever Ps n branding..marketing..haha..can forget liao!!

But come to serious thing, more important papers are coming..so..meaning..have to study n study..n study!!sianz..

Everytime during the 1st week of semester, i will always tell myself to pay attention on watever the lecturer say in lectures and tutorials..but i did not..in fact.i talked n laughed almost everyday...i regret now..i felt like there are so much things for me to study..wan to cry liao la..

NO!!I cannot be like this..i must wake up!!WAKE UP LOO *** *****!!!(name really not nice..so don wan to type here..haha..)

I don wan to go violin practice tml..so sianz..i still got report n presentation to do!!time is running out!!i'm going crazy liao!!

Relax..everything will be alright from tml onwards..i must look at the bright side..(like mood swing hor!!)

Most importantly, to all my dear friends n sisters..

ALL THE BEST FOR OUR EXAMS!!WE CAN MAKE IT!!!
JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!!

將 心 比 心 ..

有千千萬萬顆不同的 心

喜歡一個人的時候開心

想念一個人的時候憂心

難過的時候傷心

痛苦的時候揪心

失望的時候痛心

挫折的時候灰心

認真的時候用心

迷糊的時候粗心

努力的時候盡心

投入的時候專心

多情的時候癡心

牽絆的時候掛心

懷疑的時候猜心

無情的時候狠心

動之以情時苦口婆心

無以動之時漫不經心 好心，壞心，真心，良心，是非之心 ....等

到底哪顆才是我的連自己也分不清

為何有如此多的心？

也許就因有得有失

心才隨之起落高低，難以自理 人的心，有如一張空白的畫紙 給它色彩它便多彩；

給它灰澀，它便黯然 就看你自己，因為執筆的人是你 怎樣調和心情的色彩，去填滿畫紙裡的空間
是紛亂 or 繁雜，都在於你

~~ 無人能替 ~~

人的心，有如天平

許多生活的大大小小、點點滴滴常在失衡的邊緣 秤著生命的重量而承受的重，

承受的輕 有的得捨，而有的得取，有的得放，而有的得收

你永遠無法貪心，因為它很公平付出多少心力， 花費多少心血 放上去，一秤便知半點不由人

你想獲得，相對的也該有付出心

一旦放了就難以找回

記得

將 心 比 心 ..

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想..

1 .我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2.沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3.那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4.一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5.掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6.就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7.在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8.不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9.可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10.不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11.這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12.在你嘗試瞭解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和瞭解你自己。

13.不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

修養..

佛陀有個故事。
在旅途中，碰到一個不喜歡他的人。連續好幾天，好長的一段路，那人用盡各種方法誣蔑他。

最後，佛陀轉身問那人：「若有人送你一份禮物，但你拒絕接受，那麼這份禮物屬於誰的？」

那人答：「屬於原本送禮的那個人。」

佛陀笑著說：「沒錯。若我不接受你的謾罵，那你就是在罵自已？」

那人摸摸鼻子走了。

重點就在於，只要心靈健康，別人怎麼想都影響不了我們。

若我們一味地在乎別人的想法或說法，就會失去自主權

Off!!

I don know why i happen to be like that..maybe too much stress... haha..

Ok, i admit that i'm "off" 2day..but i thought i always like this?? Even TCH said so...2day did not pay much attention to PJm lecture..consequence is I don't understand some parts...cause was laughing n crapping with classmates at the back of the LT...
Tml is ECt presentation but i did not feel prepared at all!!this will be the worst presentation ever!!but i don care that 1 already cause i really don like that module..

Went to see doctor for medical check-up regarding OBS..waited for 1/2 he then my turn..so i went to take passport photo 1st..this is the 1st time i took passport photo is standing 1 lor!!at least a chair for me to sit ma!!haiz..like so awkward..
i really found out that most male doctors are very gentle, not only to the way they talk but also how they react..like....nvm..skip this part..

eventually, i did not have to take the immunisation..cause the doctor said if i got took in primary 6, i no need to take as 1 immunisation can last for 10 years..but i don remember that i took that so i decided to take the imunisation..not as pain as i thought it will be..

Suppose to check my blood type also..but the doctor said he did not have the "finger thing".to test blood..so he need to extract blood from me..i declined straight away..i haven't eat my dinner n he wants my blood!!later i faint..cause my mother once told me that 1 extraction of blood represents a bowl of rice!!i haven't eat any rice at all this whole day leh!!!cannot cannot..i rather don want to know my blood type..