dilemma...

perhap..i should be happy that i finally can go hk for oiap..esp with er jie..but in fact..i don know whether i'm really that happy..

The reason i wanted to go hk is cause of my family matter..by going oiap..i will be "officially" off from home..i can don need to go home on time after sch..curfew..n all those scolding nonsense..BUT..i missed those i'm close with..

was quite random..cause i was too overjoyed by going hk stuffs these past few days that i forgot something..my dear friends in singapore..

thus..i'm now in a situation of dilemma..i don know why i suddenly have this kind of feeling..maybe my friends treat me too nice le..nice until i don bear to leave them..if possible..i really wan to bring them all to hk..ha..

maybe is cause we have been very close these few mths..or in fact..this mth..cause we have been working very hard 2gether for projects..assignments..gatherings..n i even celebrate christmas eve n holidays with them for the 1st time..

i was wondering..if they don treat me so nice..maybe i will not feel that bad..but..they will always around me when i'm in sch..acc me when i'm down..cheering me up n give me encouragement..i know i'm too sentimental..cause u might think..there is only 2 mths..but 2 mths..is also not short..besides..after that..we also need to do iap..until 8th august..

BUT..i believe that our friendship will last longer than i thought it will be..as they all stand in a very steady position in my heart..ha..very disgusting..but i really say this very sincerely hor..ha..hope u all also think the same way...

to:
JX---must work hard hor!!come to sch earlier n more often!!don skip anymore le..n also..must learn to do report!!was quite sad that i will not be able to go sch with u for the next 1/2 yr..but we must do so for the last sem ok?

n also..take care of ur health..even though we r not around..we will give u moral support..n u r sure able to pull through all the things happen to u..

Da Jie---
must go violin prac hor!!we still wan to perform for virtuoso for the last time de!!n don always so emo ok?

n to lian kai, daryl, dai seng, se hao, ben, xiao mei, zhen qi, iris, valerie.....n many more..

THANK Q for being my friend..n i will appreciate that..hehe..i was too emotional at these kind of things le..