slacking..but not happy at all...

argh!!
to me..2day n ytd was like "du re ru nian"...although only 2 days pass, i think is like 1 week gone liao..cause i really can't find anything to do..except hsework..


i had iron my whole row of clothes 2day..in fact..is almost all my clothes..n my father's..time is really running slow to me..maybe cause i don have things to do ba..


although i'm very free now..i am not happy at all..in fact..i think that for the past 2 weeks of studying..although is tough n struggle to all of us..i still think that i enjoyed my time..esp with all my dearest friends around..crapping n talking nonsense when we r suppose to be studying...haiz...


i have to admit..i start to miss all of them le..although i only never see them for 2 days..jia lat..how am i going to miss them for the next 2++mths??i miss them more than i miss my family la...n perhaps wat my mother said is rite..i care for my friends more than care of my sis...


even after i come back from hk...i think our bonding will not be as strong as now..as we will sure feel awkward de..since never see each other for so long..haiz...pretty sad..can our friendship really last?cause to my past experience..my friendship with my "friends" is no longer than 1 yr..pathetic..i think i don have the skills to maintain long-term friendship ba...


i shall go emo for the next few days..being able to adapt my life with no friends around again..except with the acc of er jie...


but i think...i can't..


cause...


i need them.....