500 word essay!!!

Have been troubled by the OIAP application essay for days...from staring blank at the paper..to finally wrote something on it..n 500 words produced...from my limited vocab..n help from daryl..

haiz...was going to surrender long time ago..cause was so troublesome..need to scan this n that.write resume n essay..really don feel like going le..BUT...i still wanted to go OIAP at the end..cause really a rare chance for me..to stay away from home..that so called home...

But applying doesn't mean can go definitely..still need to undergo selection n interview...really wish can go Beijing for attachment..sound so fun!!haha..

There is only a main BIG problem..if i'm selected ..where am i suppose to find the $$ to go there..if the subsidy is going to be little..haiz..